DoomedToWriting

You, the one who'll take my soul The one to help achieve my goal The one who always has total control You are forever my demon You, who the one who has no light The one to see if I'm alright The one who has no end in sight You are forever my demon You, the one who plays my games The one to never play to maim The one who loss will never claim You are forever my demon You, the one who makes me smile The one to serve and all the while The one who makes my life worthwhile You are forever my demon You, the one who I think I adore The one to never be more The one who I must pretend to ignore The one for me, of that I'm sure You

I know of a place To just disappear When I just need to run From this pain and this fear Sometimes I never leave Sometimes I choose to stay But it's where I go When I won't be okay It's a place full of lies And deception and fear A place full of sad partings Its vastness is sheer It's a place full of darkness A place full of light A place that I visit Every day of my life It's a horrible place Filled with panic and dread But there I can say The things gone unsaid It's my place full of tears It's my place full of dreams My place full of secrets My place full of extremes If you'd like to visit I'd be happy to have you

The dark forest closed around me And I can't escape my fears The olden roots hurt badly I know the end is near I beg and plead with Earth and Mother To please, please, please let go They laugh with voices that used to be clearer As new voices say hello My demons finally came to get me The ones that used to follow The ones I'd forget when I was happy They were ones that would always regrow I look upon the waning moon The very last thing that holds me I whisper good-bye to the sad, sad tune And wish that this was easy

Before I left I was going to cry Going to say bye Going to tell you That you were one in few But then I left I forgot to cry, to say bye, to tell you That you were always true That you made a difference Thank you for your patience, your guidance, your brilliance For being always you So please, let's start this anew There's so much I want to say to you But the one main thing That I want to bring I hope you already knew I love you

Why can't you see My eyes, teary and wretched Why can't you hear My voice, cracked and shaky Why can't you feel My pain, vicious and unforgiving Why can't you smell My blood, metallic and bitter Why can't you taste My revenge, sweet and welcome Why can't you Why won't you

Your life may not be perfect Your life may go down in flames Your life may crumble around you Your life may drive you insane Your friends may start to betray you Your friends may begin to rot Your friends may bring rumors and whispers Your friends may have forgot You may think the world is against you You may think you'll never be alright You may think you're totally useless You may think you fail at life But things will always get better Things always turn out right Things always end up happy You just need to set things alight As long as you keep smiling As long as you show up As long as you try and assess Things always co